Sunday, September 03, 2006

first thing i want to talk about is the bloody report about saint margs uniform was rated the "FIRST ugliest uniform" in Singapore. i bet they surveyed those pupils with narrow minded pea brains?? dont say that i'm wrong because this is how you think of st margs. the only reason why you say that st margs uniform is ugly is just because it's polka-dotted. HELLO?? can you think beyond that?? in the first place, i dont see anything wrong with those dots. just incase you think that the reason why i say this is because i was a st margs girl. NO, yes, N-O "NO". when i know that i was posted to st margarets, i was so upset because i really really hated the uniform. BUT, when i put the uniform on for the first time, I WAS SO PROUD OF THE UNIFORM. it's like the "uniform of pride". i know this sounds exaggerating but that was really how i felt, and until today, my feeling for the uniform remains the same. respect and proud.


okayy, enough of that. i'm going to proceed to the second point.

shuwen, other than the word disappointment, i dont know what else should i say. what did you say in your latest entry? we dont care?? we never really care about you?? if you say that we did not, what is those things that we're doing when your upset, angry, pissed and whatever?? if that is not CARE, would you tell me what is it?? you know how selfish you are?? just because our care and concern doesnt meet your expectation, just because you have different perspective towards the word "care", so your actually placing your judgement down that we dont "care"?? no offence tho, but how much do you know about the level of tolerance we reserved for you?? you dont know. and do you want to know why?? for one simple reason, because you have never thought about this, you think that this is definate. you think that we should tolerate, or maybe to you, you dont even see that there's anything wrong. yet all the time, we kept quiet, because we know that you will take it as an offence. but because we are your true friends, we accept you for who you are, that is why we tolerate again and again. but that shoudlnt be the reason why we should let this carry on. accpeting is one thing, whether we should let this carry on, is another thing. the way you constantly throwing your temper, getting angry for minor things, violating other's privacy is something you should stop. you cant have everything your way, we are a clique, not individuals. spare a thought for us, will you??

and the cause of you feeling left out is not even our fault, because we didnt even leave you out in the first palce and never intend to. do you know how upset we are when we, as your close friends, cant make you that happy. but only when kayminn appears, then you starts to smile and stuff?? and do you know how annoying it is when kayminn always come along when we goes out?? i mean, cant it be once we spend time together?? alone?? just the few of us?? i really dont like it whenever we goes out, kayminn would have to come, and the both of you will just walk behind us. it's not that we dont want to talk to you okayy, is that we dont want to disturb. can you at lease undertsand this part?? it's not that i dont like kayminn. it is just that, we want to spend time alone with you??

omg, i think i sounded damn jix, infact, i am. whatevr, i really hope things will get into your head. we are your friends, we dont condemn you. because we all love you.

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